Today's post might be kinda long, so 4 those hu r reading, pls bear with me...

Was kind of surprised tt u sms me dis morning asking me how i am after a while of slience bt u n me. As we con't with the msg-ing, soon u reminded me on wad had happened bt the both of us. Hurt & memeroies came back again as i was working. (Thank God it wasn't busying today at work) You asked me if i ever tot wad will happen if u n me will ever be together, i answered ur qn, but wad's the point? We can only talk but we can't act upon it. But i'm so glad that u told me eailer ur feeling to me that sun, at least now i know i will not be wasting my time on smeone who dun likes me anymore.

Asked me if i still likes u? I might not be able to say that i love u at dis point of time, but i still like u as much as i did e 1st time i like u... Now i like n hate u at the same time (Like u cos the feeling still exist, hate u 4 bringing all these hurts to me) But now, u chose to give up on me, wad can i say? Will it ever happen 1 day that u will have back the same feeling as u had to me again? Can we be together? Haiz... Why am i talking abt this? I know all these will nt be happening... "If i can't be ur gf, i hope t i can still be ur friend" - That's wad u said, & i hope we can be too... I really tried myself to forget wad had happened, but whenever i sees u, it brings me back to wad ever happened... All tt i can said now is, i still like u as much as i do b4, ur smile, look, everything abt u attracts me as much as b4 :'(